Purple Rain, Purple Rain
“I never meant to cause you any sorrow
I never meant to cause you any pain
I only wanted one to see you laughing
I only wanna see you laughing in the purple rain”
It’s kinda funny to see how one person can make the same mistakes twice. Well yes, that’s me. Sometimes when a person gives so much, he or she can only find themselves in the rut, not being able to go anywhere and at end of the day, they will need to make a decision: whether to stay on or turn around and walk away.
Right now this is what’s happening to me. Yes it does seem kinda pathetic as in why am I in this position again and again and again. Well blame it on stupid me. Why I fall, I just let myself fall too hard, regardless of what my head tells me. Theatre has made me a person who consistently follows my heart and yes, that’s what I’ve been doing time and time again.
But the strange thing about all of this is, I actually know what the outcome is. I actually know that whatever we have will eventually come to an end but I never thought that I’d be so soon.
Funny ain’t it? When you think about it, it’s so ironic. The one who invests in your life gets picked over one who barely cares. I guess nowadays when it comes to life, logic simply isn’t a point to consider anymore.
So here I am, washed out and alone. It isn’t that bad, I just need to pick myself up like I do all the time and just move on. And I’ll wish you all the best as you venture this road without me.
“I never wanted to be your weekend lover
I only wanted to be some kind of friend
Baby, I could never steal you from another
It’s such a shame that our friendship had to end”
